... Love, Italian Style Anthony S. Prato Canto I. The Knowledge. They know. They all know. All of them. How do they know? Did they learn the Knowledge in the womb? Did they absorb It by osmosis? Was the Knowledge handed down to them via a long chain of female relatives, deceased and living? It doesnt matter. What matters is that they have the Knowledge and you do not. No, my benighted young friend, not only do you not have the Knowledge, but you dont even realize it exists! Here they come now. They look pretty ordinary, dont they? Theyre just another group of Italian-America Roman Catholic teen-aged girls from some big-city workingclass neighborhood. We could be anywhere: New York, Philly, Baltimore, Boston or Frisco. Lets pretend were in New York. Queens, actually. Okay, Long Island City in Queens. Theyre getting closer. Theyre chatting a mile a minute, giggling and grooving to the rock music blasting from somebodys radio. In the middle of this covey of seemingly innocent little doves is a girl well call Vivian. She is dark-haired and attractive. Her name was well chosen: she is vivacious and outgoing. Look at her! Not a care in the world or a brain in her head, right? Thats just what she wants you to believe, chump! These girls seem so oblivious to the world around them. The operative word, of course, is seem. They have long ago mastered the art of seeing without appearing to look, of hearing without appearing to listen. Above all, they have mastered the Black Arts of sensing, intuiting and envisioning, which enable them to look into your very soul. Make no mistake about it. These young ladies are Ninjas, female Italian Ninjas. Assassins! So what is the Knowledge these Italian girls have? When you try to describe or define the Knowledge, you inevitably trivialize it. Its essentially the feminine art and science of winning a mate. The highest manifestation of this art, the Black Belt level, is the ability of a Woman of Knowledge to induce the male to feel that he cannot live 47 Love, Italian Style | Anthony S. Prato without her and that he originated all of the courting and subsequent commitments. Canto II. It All Began Here Here is how it begins. You (well call you Salvatore) are hanging out in one of the rooms of the school attached to the local church, rooms that are used for Friday night socializing by the teen-aged parishioners. Let us call the church St. Ritas Roman Catholic Church. A girl named Vivian looks at you across the room, smiles and murmurs Daddy who? Daddy cool. Daddy who? Daddy Cool. Those are the words of a popular Rock song of the day, but when Vivian gently voices them, they are soothing and hypnotic. Also, listen to the words. Vivian is calling you Daddy, implying that she looks up to you, that she thinks you are wise and strong and knowledgeable in the ways of the world. And, as a bonus, she thinks youre cool! Vivian has taken complete charge of the situation. Salvatore, you are doomed. You ask her out...clumsily. She accepts...graciously. So the next several weeks become a dating fiesta: movies, pizza, inexpensive neighborhood restaurants, walks in the park, and church functions. One soft summer night, graced with a lovely full moon, Vivian says, Why waste your money on movies? Why dont we just go for a walk in the park? She takes your hand, and the both of you disappear into the hidden, shadowy recesses of Rainey Park, hard by the East River. Canto III. Sunday Mass. Sooner or later, Salvatore, either you or Vivian will suggest that you go to church together on Sunday. After all, both of you go to Mass every Sunday. Why not go together? It will probably be Vivian who broaches the subject. You are hopelessly obtuse. So you and Vivian go to Mass together each Sunday. After a short time, you have become a couple. All of your friends have seen you together each Sunday, as have hers. Relatives that live nearby have seen you and Vivian in church. This has been a triumph for Vivian but she is not growing complacent. Remember, Vivian has the Knowledge. She knows how crucial the next step is... and how dangerous. 48 Love, Italian Style | Anthony S. Prato Canto IV. Sunday Dinner After Mass. Vivian needs advice from her co-conspirator girlfriends. She meets with them the following Monday at a table in the high school cafeteria. There are many urgent whispers at that table, laughter, and tears. The full gamut of human emotions is given free rein here, with even what sounds like the cackling of Macbeths Witches gathered around the smoking cauldron. What is the problem? The next step is for Vivian to invite Salvatore to her house right after Mass for Sunday dinner. But when? Timing is of crucial importance. If the invitation comes too soon Sal may realize that he is being set up. The moon, the stars, the witches of Macbeth, the shades of wise, ancient, southern Italian crones and Vivians friends all agree that the very next Sunday is auspicious. You and Vivian have just attended Mass. The Mass has ended and you are melding with the crowd leaving the church. You walk Vivian to her home and start to say goodbye. Vivian says, Why dont you come up to my house for dinner? Id love to but my parents are expecting me, you say. Vivian replies, Well, you could call them from my house. You and Viv have now reached a critical juncture. Having everyone together for Sunday dinner after church is very important in most Italian-American families. This is your first step towards becoming part of Vivs family. Viv knows that she must become a part of your family too. That will soon come to pass. Your mother will say that you should reciprocate and invite Viv to your house for Sunday dinner. Vivian will, of course, accept your invitation, cordially but without appearing too eager. Soon this becomes routine: dinner at Vivs one Sunday, dinner at your house the next. Canto V. Shes Good for Him. Your mother has already fallen in love with Viv: What a sweet girl, so warm and friendly. And shes attractive but a little plump, just like me! I think she will keep Salvatore going to Mass every Sunday...and keep him away from those no-good friends of his. Your mom and dad know youre a bright kid who always did well at school. Theyve been praying for years that you will go to college, the first of the extended family to do so. They are scared to death that your friends will tempt you away from the ivy path to college and towards the primrose path to...God knows where. To jail? 49 Love, Italian Style | Anthony S. Prato To a roof top, where the police will find you slumped over with a needle dangling from your lifeless arm? To a hospital emergency ward, your life oozing out of a lung punctured by a razor-sharp knife wielded during some senseless gang fight? I know your crowd, Sal. Your friends arent that bad. Its just that parents worry. They worry most about those scenarios whose horrors far outweigh their likelihood. Thats human nature. Nothing can change it. The important thing is that your mother sees Vivian as a good influence: a lighthouse in a pitch-black night, an unwavering compass pointing the way to safety for callow and inexperienced sailors tossed in a stormy sea of adolescent angst, confusion and vulnerability. Canto VI. Meet the Family. Vivian knows that the next step is crucial. Again, Viv must confer with her girlfriends. When you have a bunch of Italian girls sitting together in a high school cafeteria, talking in urgent, conspiratorial whispers, you know some unsuspecting guy is about to sink a little deeper into the courtship quicksand. The next step for Viv is to invite Sal to a family function: a birthday, a christening, perhaps a major holiday. Again, timing is critical, as is the choice of function. Wakes and funerals are out (too gloomy). Weddings are out. No sense in scaring the unknowing little slaughterhouse piggy...until it is too late. Christmas dinner at Grandmas is as good a time as any. There will be plenty of relatives there who havent seen each other in a while and will be anxious to renew their friendships. Viv knows that Sal wont be the center of attention and will therefore be able to relax and enjoy the festivities. Another advantage for Viv is that one side of her family gets to size Sal up, all in one sitting. This is important. Italian-American couples do not live in a vacuum. They are an integral part of both the husbands family and that of the wife. Actually, the two families will eventually become The Family. It is unthinkable that Sal and Viv could get married if either one did not fit into The Family. After Christmas dinner, Vivs mother will be receiving reports from the field. They will all be favorable. After all, Sal has been in his familys school all his life, the school where one learns how to be an Italian male. He is nice, friendly and modest, and 50 Love, Italian Style | Anthony S. Prato respectful of the older family members. Vivs family will recognize him immediately as one of their own. And so it goes. Viv attends all of Sals family functions and Sal attends all of hers. Now you are officially a couple in the eyes of God and The Family. If Sal goes alone to a family wedding without Viv everyone will converge on him asking, Wheres Vivian? Is she ill? Tell her we said hello. Canto VII. Heart Speaks to Heart. Sal and Vivian have had many long, serious conversations about their future, many of them in the ...hidden, shadowy recesses of Rainey Park, hard by the East River. On one of these occasions, Sal is very quiet. Honey, whats the matter? Youre so quiet, Viv says. Its nothing, Sal replies. Tell me, she demands in a raspy whisper, her beautiful brown eyes wide with concern. Sal asks, Are you dating other guys? Well...NO! Why should I? Do you want to date other girls? Are you thinking that we should break up? Well... Sal says, taken aback by the force of her reply...and cut to the bone by her palpable pain. WELL, WHAT?!! she snaps at him. Well, since were not seeing other people, I thought, and I dont know how you feel about this, but I thought, well, maybe we should... Vivian completes his sentence: Go steady? Weve been doing that for months, you silly! And then she dropsthe bomb: Why should we go steady? Sals innocent question somehow turned the conversation into a chess match. The words check mate are softly, almost inaudibly, reverberating inside his skull. Well, he stammers, I think we should get married someday. Why? she says, archly. Because you love me? Well sure, Viv, because I, well, you know, love you...sort of...and because I dont want to be without you...ever. That wasnt so hard, was it? she asks, trying very hard to keep a note of triumph out of her voice. The moon and the stars look down on the young couple with approval. The Witches of Macbeth, the shades of wise, ancient, Southern Italian crones and the spirits of her girlfriends gather secretly behind a dense copse of nearby shrubbery, silently cheering. Canto VIII. The Perils of Passion. Vivian presses her lips against Sals, cutting off his reply. The kiss, one of the very 51 Love, Italian Style | Anthony S. Prato few that she doled out to him, is long and passionate. After several seconds, when she can feel her heart trying to burst out of her chest, she pushes him away, a little more roughly than was necessary, Sal thinks. Vivian is totally, cold-bloodedly in control of the couples amorous activity. She knows what would happen if she became pregnant and she is prepared to fight with her entire being - tooth and nail, body and soul, to the death if necessary - to avoid that fate. If she became pregnant, she and her parents, and Sal and his parents, would be in Father Russos office for an impromptu, private wedding ceremony. There would be no nuptial Mass, just a perfunctory, uncomfortable rite that everyone, even Father Russo, would want to be over as soon as possible. Vivian wouldnt be able to bear the look of pain and disappointment in her fathers eyes. Nor could Vivian stand seeing her mother struggling for control, trying to think of something reassuring to say, only to break down totally and blurt out: Vivian, bambina mia, my heart, my soul, my blood, why did you do this to me? No, bad boys and girls, and their parents, dont get formal church weddings, in the presence of both families, with the bride dressed all in white, just like she has been dreaming of since she was a little girl. Mothers of bad girls get to cry their eyes out at every family wedding as the bride, all aglow, and stunning in a dazzling white wedding gown, walks slowly down the aisle at her fathers side. Such is the compassion that the Churchs administrators reserve for erring communicants. Canto IX. Plans. Vivian is a very practical young woman. As for the engagement ring proffered with a formal proposal delivered on bended knee, well thats only so much American frippery. Life is serious and has nothing to do with rings. A diamond ring? Thats a refrigerator equivalent! And the bended knee should be reserved for church, where one genuflects to the Living Presence residing at the altar The happy couple eventually decides to get married as soon as it is practically and reasonably possible, which really means in a few years. Yes, Sal, you have now not only resigned yourself to your fate but you are embracing it. Vivian cannot wait 52 Love, Italian Style | Anthony S. Prato for that happy day. You young people are crazy. For years youve been complaining about how old fashioned and irrelevant your parents were, how uncomprehending and clueless, how hopelessly out of date. And yet you are now in a big rush to become your parents! The gods, and parents everywhere, must be laughing Sal is changing his plans to take a pre-law curriculum at Queens College. After all, it takes three years of study after college to get a law degree. It seems more practical to get a Bachelor of Science Degree in Accounting, which is all the education necessary to become a C.P.A. Sal will enroll in night courses at City Colleges Bernard Baruch School of Business Administration while working full time at a stock brokerage house. Vivian will go to work as a secretary for a major insurance company. Sal and Viv will open a joint savings account. Canto X. The End...and the Beginning. Four long years have passed since high school graduation. Sal will make his formal proposal to Vivian in the hidden, shadowy recesses of Rainey Park. Vivian will be a June Bride next year. And yes, Vivian will get her engagement ring. After all, she has to set a good example for the sake of her girlfriends. No one knows if Sal will propose on bended knee...no one except the moon and the stars, which are benignly beaming down on the young couple, and those other benevolent well-wishers: the Witches of Macbeth, the shades of wise, ancient, Southern Italian crones and the spirits of Vivians girlfriends, who hide behind a thick copse of nearby shrubbery. But they arent talking. 53 ...