... Deborah Poulin QEP Essay Contest recepient of honorable mention PVCC Letter Dear I cant do this, August 28th 2009, I put my purple suede boots through the annex doors at Piedmont, abandoning my past posture of self doubt and I got my college swagger on. If you witnessed that day, you might have assumed you were seeing a confident, youthful woman in her stride, sporting seriously hot boots. Not likely youd have guessed that internally, I was emotional wreckage fighting back a full on panic attack with absolutely no self worth to be had. Truth about me goes something like this. Middle aged single mother of four, works 30 hours a week, sleeps rarely, finding Mr. Coffee and under eye concealer, the only two things I can always depend on. My life is really hard and plus or minus details, I imagine yours is too. For more years than I care to admit, I put off my education. I was scared, abused, trapped and hopeless. My fears, as Id bet yours do, varied from legitimate to downright irrational. What I know now that I didnt know then, is that fear is wholly unimportant, until it is overcome If I denied that my first day wasnt nerve wracking, Id be misrepresenting my experience and doing us a disservice. Okay, the droves of kids in crowded hallways totally freaked me out. That literally lasted for all of five minutes, until I realized I wasnt a sore thumb at all, even with the damn boots. There are enough mature students enrolled at PVCC to create a perfect balance to the youthful. That is truly one of the things I appreciate most about this college, diversity. The kids bring something unique to my experience by keeping me fresh and awake with their boundless energy. I in turn bring them my wisdom, life experience and enthusiastic encouragement. Already I have witnessed real reflection in the eyes of a peer twenty years my junior because of something I have said. My unexpected college bonus, I dare suggest far more rewarding than beer pong. Page 20 Deborah Poulin | PVCC Letter The beneficial surprises thus far at PVCC have me eager to experience next semester. Nine short weeks in ITE-119, and Debbie Wenger has cured my irrational fear of computers. Microsoft word, no longer makes me suicidal. In SDV, Annette Williams has offered positive reinforcement and guidance while seeking my true career path, helping me to realize limitations dont exist. And In Ethics 101, Marietta McCarty taught me, my angry voice is not the only voice deserving recognition. All of this gained already, and in an atmosphere as warm and inviting as my family kitchen on Thanksgiving Day. PVCC is the right place to get your foot in the educational door. Especially, if youre in the phase of life requiring good arch support for your practical, comfortable shoes or like me, in your very hot (but very flat) purple suede boots. If I can do this, you can do this. Proudly, Deborah Poulin P.S. Enroll right now. Page 21 ...